McSpicyPlain

2010-01-23T06:39:00.002+08:00

That's so familiar, but it's not me.... right?

Rawr!!! Just came back from watching Legion. Its a pretty nice show for me. Haha. But it might not be nice for others, cause the rating for the show was low. Haha. Went to slack at tmart mac after that.

Talked with Desmond about quite alot of things :D The best part is about dreams. wahahahaha.
Hope i dream later.

Recently was all about projects, projects and...... projects. Chiong until damn tired everyday.
Fall asleep very frequently this few days. Need to energize myself ler.

The stupid voiceless thing have been bothering me a lot. Make my mood lousy and i get irritated easily.
Damn it! FASTER RECOVER PLS!!!

No matter who you are referring to (i guess its definitely not me), don't you forget that I'm always here for you too. I remember saying that i will catch you too, if you ever fall. But i forget to add that i will push you back up even if it costs me to fall :D

2010-01-18T01:43:00.001+08:00

I know I'm not Alone, But I still feel Lonely

Just finished a round of dota. Then suddenly have the urge to blog. Having a test tomorrow, but im slacking T.T So im gonna go revise abit later ( slap self awake ). Had been pretty active in basketball this week. Just felt like playing ball and that feel doesn't seem to go away. Ahaha...

Been deep in thoughts for awhile just now. Was thinking about the past year. And suddenly i just felt lonely. Thinking about it, yes i have friends, many friends - new, old, tall, short, fat, skinny, all sorts. But i feel as if there is a huge wall isolating me from them. It wasn't like this in the past where it was all fine and there we no boundaries between them and me. Felt distanced from some of them, while there is only a few that stayed close.

Sometimes, i feel so lost that not matter how much i want so speak to some of them, i don't know how to. Always went clicking their names on msn, or my handphone, and spending time that felt like years to think of how to start, what to say, reply or continue. In the end, i always give up thinking. Sometimes, i wanna ignore whats happening, but i always cant help but think whether i've did anything wrong. Always ponder about my thoughts and always regretting about some wrongs i think i've done.

Its not that i'm scared of loneliness, nor i care whether im alone or not, it is just plain boring to feel alone or be alone. :/
haha.

Feel like playing ball now... :P

2010-01-12T02:08:00.006+08:00

A bond so great that...
Distance don't matter, the friendship matters.

Ooooopsyy!
Have been away from my blog for "century".
Sorry T.T (blow dust away)

LOLS, half the reason i didn't update my blog is....
because my life is super, duper, wooper and 'whatever'-per the same.
Same as in i do the same almost things every day.
Ji no life yi xia....

But at least i have some things to blog today.
Because finally i have something alot more special then school, dota, etc.
Its none other than the sotong's birthday. :P
Ahaaha. This year is different.
Cos she booked a chalet this year!!
Ahahaha.

The theme was nerd O.O
I wore my so called "nerd" la. But i heard that it looked more like a paikia with the bigbig specs.
Forget it... My face cannot be nerd (amchio)
Wasted that i didnt get to see the rest of the nerds. Was late.
The chalet was interesting :D
Too bad i didn't stayed. Wanted to but due to some reasons, i didnt.
Sorry guys.

Gosh... i injured my wrist 2 weeks ago then didn't get to play ball.
BUT i forced myself to play ytd AND IT WAS DAMN GREAT!!!
Can still feel the adrenaline rush in me.
Ahaha, now i feel like playing again...
Btw,i was pretty glad that the injury didn't hinder my game.
Ahha!! HOPE IT RECOVER FASTER, BEST BY TMR...

2009-11-02T00:08:00.000+08:00

YOYOYO!Back to update my blog.
hahahaa.

Days are getting alittle more interesting.
Because i am going more, with class mates.
Still playing ball and dota like usual.
Ahha. But i cant sleep late like usual O.O

Things in my head currently~~
Actually lots of things have change.
Not to what i've thought it would be.
Missing lots of things from the past.
Lots of things change, i guess i changed too, just alittle :D

I wish time could reverse.
So i can amend things that i've done wrong, things that i regretted doing.
I've broken my promise to you, i'm sorry.
But i just don't know how to approach you, start a topic, talk like we used to.
Its awkward, everything is.... after what i said that time.
I've always type a message on sms or msn or whatever, and i look at your name/contact...
And i think, is this appropriate? Can i carry on to find topic to say?
Thats because i wanna talk more with you, and i don't want to run out of topic.
Making the whole session boring like hell.
Im not good with talking, but i try.
Though i still suck.
I just want to make you happy everytime i talk with you.
I remember how BIG the range of topics we had, in the past.
I want those days to replace the current one.
I want the relationship to be back like the past.
I want to meet up with you, chat with you like in the past.
I miss your beautiful smile.
...Believe me, i will try to get it back on track...

But can your current life hold another person back?
I hope that space i once had can still fit me when im back.
Give me sometime....

2009-10-21T02:42:00.002+08:00

Lols im here to blog!
Haha thats because someone said that i seldommmmmmmmmm blog.
And i came to think about it, so im here to update.

2nd day of school.
So far so good. :D
Just that the lectures a abit boring :D

These few days, sleeping earlier wasn't the problem for me.
But sleeping soundly is the problem for me.
Firstly, it was quite difficult for me to fall asleep
And i've been waking up like several times in between my sleep.
It just didn't feel right for me.
And i felt like i shouldn't sleep because there is somethings i haven't done.
Lols.
ARGH `Whatever~~~~

hmm Had some weird dreams just now, when i fell asleep...
Damn weird.

2009-10-19T00:02:00.003+08:00

Gosh!!! Today is school reopen day T.T
Seriously don't feel like going to school.
Though holidays are boring, but going to school means i cant sleep/wake up late.
And i will have less time to relax.

Didn't sleep today...
Maybe...i did, about 3 hours...
Had some pretty weird dreams and random thoughts.
And theres so much i want to speak out, but no one to listen to me.
AHA!!!
Never mind.

Now, my morning random thought

This holiday is so soul-less.
I could say that its because i cant find myself.
Everyday, my body is like a robot, do the same things over and over again, until i don't even know what im doing.
Things i truely desire, things i want to do, i didn't.
Or i can't in some cases.
Damn.
Random thoughts in the morning just makes me feel so emo~~~
Lonely?
Nah, I guess im lost. Every part of me is.... lost.

Truth
Trying to be interested when im not.
Laughing and smiling when im not happy.
Sometimes, i feel like crying. (LOL)
But i'd just hold it back.
Because I'm don't like people to worry about me?
Maybe?
Or maybe the truth is that im scared that it will hurt me more if i realised that no one cares about me?
AHA!!

Act
Im not great at acting.
And im also tired of acting.
Acting that i don't care, but actually i care.
Kept telling myself things in the wrong manner.
Kept forcing myself to do things i don't like.
DAMN. I GUESS STUPIDITY HAS REACH A WHOLE NEW LEVEL ON ME.

Memories
I miss those days with you, with my friends where i am myself.
I miss those talks with all of my friends too.
I miss it and im still thinking of it now.

Theres so much so much things i want to say, but i just could, not here, not to you all
(if people actually read my blog.)
I know its irritating i come up with this kind of post everytime.
But... i just wanna take some load of my mind.
Don't like it, cross the page.

hahas
Hmm School tmr, gonna go to sleep at 2 plus.
haha early "goodnight".

2009-10-10T21:06:00.003+08:00

Just woke up O.O
Had a dream.
I cant remember anything about it, but i can say it should be a good one.
Because it felt so real and so comfortable.
Totally not like sleeping, its like my soul went somewhere else for adventure.
But i cant remember anything about that dream.
Why......

Overslept, missed my outing with Junkai they all, missed my dinner and the food my dad bought gone bad.
Got a scolding from my dad :(
And he asked my "What you look like now (in chinese)"
I suddenly stunned and thought about it, dont know why.
Normally i wouldnt care.. haha
Going to meet desmond soon....

Yeah i don't even know who i am now, i guess......

2009-10-10T10:22:00.003+08:00

Gosh, sorry blog, neglected you for so long...
(Wipes away the dust)
Sorry man... Just didn't have the mood to blog for the past days/weeks/months.
But now, i suddenly feel like blogging.

Just came back from Junkai house not long...
Yeah, just celebrated his birthday and overnight-ed at his house.
It was great man, damn fun!

Holiday is coming to an end.
Yeah great!
Its always better to have something to do then to everyday do the same things.
Whats more boring than to run out of things to do.

Holiday is damn damn boring...
Nothing to do.. everyday, do the same things.
Omg, i guess i just wasted my holidays away.
Theres still lots of things i want to do...

Hmm, so many things contained in my mind...
So many things glassed in my heart.
Hmm, guess i just need to spill them out.
But to who?
(Gazed into the air with no one in sight)

Half A Step Out ?

2009-09-16T06:04:00.002+08:00

Hello hello, haha finally gonna update.
Because some one gonna kill me if i don't, right?

Haha, life now is super duper slack.
Everyday eat, dota, play bball, sleep.
LOLS
So.. you can see how slack i am :D

Can't sleep now, because of the 16 hours of pig-nic.
Wide awake now and i don't think i am going to sleep anytime sooner.
Can't believe someone is crazy like me, not sleeping yet too.
Haha, mad girl. :D
Oops.

2009-09-06T07:59:00.006+08:00

Beauty Of Imperfection....

HIHIHI, back for a post :D
Feeling damn shuang now, just back from a dota game, total owning.
LOLS leave that aside.

Looks like my plan didn't work, instead, became worse.
IM SLEEPING LATER AND LATER....
Yes, reason being i reached home at about 445 after my double-movie program.

First movie, "I love you, Beth Cooper"
Its a... pretty nice show. A romance movie with quite a bit of comedy.
Yes its pretty funny seeing the actions of the male lead.
HAHA JOKE!
4 stars of 5!!

Next up, "The Proposal".
God.... i love this movie :D
A little bit of comedy here and there
But its pretty hilarious seeing the guy guai-lan-ing with the lady
But overall its a very touching movie, seeing how the hated each other, then getting into all sorts of trouble before falling in love and confessing.
Its a great movie, 5 stars out of 5 for this!!

Hmm, running through my thoughts now.
Yeah, been thinking why couldn't my life be like a movie, or a fairy tale.
Everything is so perfect so nice and happy.
Bad endings are so unusual or uncommon.
Theres always "downs" and "ups" in the show
When the "downs" are happening, yeah they always seem so pathetic.
But when the "ups" happens, omg everything changes.
And normally, when the "ups" took over the 'downs", there seems to be like no more "downs"

And yes, its seems so easy in the movies to confess and say out what every they are thinking.
There's always tiny things or situations that "platform" the characters to trigger that love between 2 person.
There's always tiny things or situations"stepping stones" for the actors to confess or speak up their mind.
There's always situations or other characters that creates "lifting arms" in the movies that helps the main lead to get together in a happy ending.

But that just don't happen in our lifes.

Been asking myself...
Why can't i just shoot out what ever I'm thinking, why can't i tell you what i want to.
My mouth is like stuffed with a banana that i can't open my mouth to speak my mind.

I guess I'm just so imperfect.
But i hope this imperfection is the beauty of my life.

And I guess, it always narrow down to this:
"When the time ripes...."

Guess im going to sleep.
Mr.Headache is knocking on my doors already.
I'm gonn SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.
Good morning? :D

2009-09-05T07:45:00.003+08:00

I Seriously miss you...

Gonna update before i sleep.
Opps, now is 745...
haha, damn hyper today.
Don't know why.

Today's training was pretty fun.
ABIT tiring, but i enjoyed it alot.
Most of the people came, and yes, i was very happy.

Woo, someone told me she saw a shooting star.
Yes, i believe u :D
And i wish i would see one too, and if i do, i will definitely make a wish.
Wasted u didn't made any wishes.
Should be too happy to have the time to make bah
HAHA

hmmm, Kept thinking about why i didn't dreaming for the past 2 days already!
Because i often dream.
But after i start sleeping at THIS time, its like getting lesser and lesser.
Guess its because im always too tired to dream.
I guess i need to try to sleep earlier.
As in early in the night, not morning.
And yes... its try, because i always cant go to sleep :(

2009-09-04T17:25:00.002+08:00

Embrace Your Dreams

Just woke up!
Haha thats pretty late, but its very usual for me.

Hmm, i didn't dream for the last 2 days.
Don't why.

Yes, i like to dream.
Because dreams are always so beautiful.
Sometimes, funny dreams visits my sleep once in a while
These dreams never fail to make me smiling and laughing after i wake up.
And yes, the recent dreams i had, was wonderful.

Hmm, gonna go eat and prepare for the training later on.

2009-09-04T06:12:00.002+08:00

Where did my dream went to? :(

Making a post be4 i go to sleep
Am so so so tired now.

Yesterday wasn't a very good day also.
LOLS.
I wanna rant here man...
I feel so tired of taking care of almost everything for the team.
Damn it, Captain is doing almost nothing, then im gonna take care of his?
To speak the truth, i never thought of even being the Vice Captain.
Hmmm, i guess i just gonna bear with it.

Hmm thats all for now, im gonna go to sleep already.

2009-09-03T04:57:00.002+08:00

Open The Doors, Let Me Into Your World

Yes hi everyone
Yeah, im gonna make a post before going off to my dream land.

Hmm, today, was pretty moodless or rather bad mood.
Woke up with a bad mood.
And realising that i woke up so late blew my mood hell low.
Was super late for bball, more moodless.
Then what.... while playing? i was like punching bag for everyone.
Injuries like free.
Kicks, elbow, slaps, scratch.
Yes, i shouldnt complain.
Yes, those might not be on purpose.
But u still dun admit that you are in the wrong when your knee kneed until me.
I don't need u to admit, no need for sorry too, but u still say that i ran into your knee?
WOW.
Hais forget it.
Maybe because im in a bad mood, i see "red" in everything people do to me.
Yes, im sorry, for being like that?
haha

Hmm, im not sure why im in a bad mood also.
Don't think that waking up late and others are the main reason :D
Lols, trying to control.
But im having a headache now O.O
Which "sets the fire bigger".
Damn damn damn irritated right now.
So, im going off to my dreamland now.
No nightmares please.
And yes, i hope i dream a wonderful dream.
Goodnight earthlings. and sweet dreams, King.

2009-08-30T06:49:00.007+08:00

May I reverse the time, please?

Hi everyone.
This will be a short post, because im going to sleep soon.
Sorry for not updating recently, busy going out, LOL

Exams are over, and i believed it was quite ok.
Holidays started but it seems abit dull.
Doesn't seem to have much activities to do.
Yeah, playing basketball this few days like usual.
Hmm, as usual, look forward to holidays when exams are approaching,
But always find holidays so boring when it comes.
Yup, that's all for today i guess..

Note: I guess, this blog is currently my best "buddy".

Yes, i missed you a lot. . .
Yes, i thought of you a lot. . .
Yes, you even appeared in my dreams. . .
These words are meant for you
But can't come out

2009-08-21T02:24:00.002+08:00

Girl You Know I Miss You So....

Hi everyone. Gonna do a quick update here.
Exams at 930 tmr, rushing to sleep.
Just finished up my revision.

Woke up today, knowing that im late.LOL
To cut my hair.
Haha, went to cut my hair today, and it turn out ok.LUCKY.

Then went home to play some games before proceeding to study at tmart.
Basically, today was a day of STUDYING.
LOL. and abit of games la.haha

Im going off to sleep already.
Good night, humans...
Note: Good luck to those taking any exams tomorrow

I'm like a bird, who's lost its wings
A fire, without its flame

2009-08-19T05:22:00.005+08:00

One blow, Two Blow, Three blow, SHOO SHOO INFECTION!!!

Hi guys. HAHAHA
Someone says my blog is dead.
Is it?
Lols.
Alright i'll update now!

First things first,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIXIANG
Finally 16 years old, congrats!!!! :P

3rd day in to study week.
Been at school and tmart mac everyda to study.
wooo.
I don't wanna fail
Hahahaha
I wish for as many A as possible :P

Days been digging into my boredom...
LOL.
Nothing to do, the daily routines stays, but no new activities.
BORING.

I miss 4e3. I miss a lot of people : Bandit, Emperor, Socks, Teeth, "Zhuo" Gang, Big Ben, Mao Mao Cong, Wu Kia, Fighter, Ding Ding...

And ya, before you emo, i didn't forget you LiKaiTan / Dino/ Princess/ Huangmei/ (too many to list....)
I KnOw YoU WaNt WhAcK Me,
BuT BeFoRe YoU Do ThAt,
TaKe CaRe Of YoUr EyEs FiRsT PlEaSe!!!!!

Note: Infection very fun ah? keep tio, hahahaha. TAKECARE, GIRL!!!!
NoteNote:Don't worry, still look very pretty even if you're wearing specs :D

2009-08-16T07:43:00.003+08:00

1 Thing 2 Say 3 Words 4 you, I Love You~~

Hi hi, back for updates.
Days are passing very slowly.
Exams coming, gonna start chionging already.

Sleeping late this few days, or rather, early like now.
Haha
Cant go into my sleeping mode.

Hmm, life's rather stagnant this few days.
No interesting things to keep me occupied.
Like usual, basically, eat, sleep, play and school.
Sounds abit no life.
I need somemore details to my life!!!interesting ones please...

I miss secondary school life.
Secondary school life is damn interesting, damn fun.
Never fails to make me want to go to school.
All the friends, i miss them too.
Poly and jc separated all of us.
Now people are busy with school work, poly/jc friends and new relationships???
haha.
I'm missing the past badly, where everything works.
Where fun happens, where true friendship happens, where what i love happens.
Now, it's so boring.
New faces, new school, new life.
Adapted to it already, but still, i don't find it that interesting anymore.
Look what my life have become? haha so no life......

Thinking back, i can't believe i fucking let that precious opportunity slip pass my fingers. Now, im regretting it.
Hais. I guess now, it can't be back the same way can it??
One good opportunity missed, with regret, one heart sinks.
(Just random thoughts in this post :D)

2009-08-11T03:13:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, back to update for today...
Such a long week end because of the national holidays.
So many programs lor... movies, bowling play ball.
I watched 3 movies over 2 days. omg
They are Up, GI.joe and overheard.
All of them were nice, to me :D
4 thumbs up for all 3 !

Woke up super late today, at like 530 because i slept at 7 plus in the morning.
Ate my lunch/dinner then went to play ball
Waaaa the games were damn damn damn enjoying.
Hahaa made alot of nice shots i think. Including a wtf "game-winner?" LOL
Very happy

Proceeded to eat then went home

Now here i am staring at the laptop.. Cant sleep.
LOLS i guess maybe if i off my laptop, i might be able to FALL asleep
Goodnight earthlings

Hais....

2009-08-06T03:50:00.003+08:00

Each time i fall, i come back stronger!

Hi guys. Sorry, i will just have a short update now
Now very tired.
Haha there's a good news, there's a high percentage that i'll be cosplaying at EOY...
:D:D
Zack Fair from FFVII
WAHAHAHAHA

Alright, off to sleep

All the words we said, all the things we did, all the troubles and obstacles we've been through...
All those memories are like markings, carved on my skull.
Those memories are remembered, but the present stays as the present. That's why miss the past alot.

2009-08-04T03:49:00.000+08:00

Not much to update about today.
I guess i'll update later.
Going to sleep.
NIGHTS EARTHLINGS.

Messy mind :D

2009-08-03T04:15:00.000+08:00

Back for updates!!!
HAHA today was rather slack.
Slept at 8 in the morning then woke up at 430.
Ate my lunch/dinner like usual and played games.

Went to play ball at about 7.
Today was damn damn fun la seriously.
Except for the starting few rounds, the rounds at the back were damn enjoyable.
Everyone played serious
Wahahaha damn shuang.
I like it when everyone play serious/
Thats where the competition and fun come in.
I like that feeling man.
Felt very happy also, because i went with 4 blocks, 2 of it was pretty "WOW" for ME.
Hmm, i quite got the hang of the timing for block already.
Which is what i wanted.

Im off to sleep already, nights everyone.

I need a time machine tooooo~~~

2009-08-02T05:45:00.003+08:00

Wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong, WRONG!

HI, back for updates. Ytd was rather slack.
Slept at about 7 plus in the morning :D
Woke up at 430...
Ate lunch/dinner then play games.

MOVIESSSSS at 930.
LOL i was pretty late man.
Reach GV at 940.
But luckily didn't miss out any of the shows.

Watched The Hangover
Damn funny/retarded/and sometimes lame.
But overeall, very nice because its damn funny :D

After catching the movie, we went bowling.
LoLs, i got my new career high today, 159 :D

After 3 games, we moved on to makan.
Ate alot sia, still very full now.
And ya, now here am i in front of the laptop, wide awake...
Cant sleep :D
I guess i will go play games again.

LOL i guess i said the wrong thing previously.
HAHA
I guess i should just keep quiet right?
HAHA
Whatever that is...
Please be happy :D

2009-08-01T06:48:00.000+08:00

Oopps. I forgot to blog... Haha.
Gonna go sleep now, guess i'll update tonight.
tired.....

The thoughts are driving me crazy

2009-07-31T06:15:00.004+08:00

I don't know, but looks like things aren't meant to be???

LOL back to update.ahaha
Im still not asleep at this time T.T
Cant sleep, don't know why.
HAHA

Ytd was okay, did presentation for CSA
I was surprised like siao man
My own thinking of my project was, it sucks, sure fail
Then when we present today,teacher say our webpage and our presentation very professional!
LOL
My eyebrow raised when she said that.
Wahahahaha

Went home at about 5
Then shortly after i reached home, i fell asleep.
Actually was intending to meet up with friends, but fell asleep

Now i tahan until this time...
Quite power also
Haha, going to sleep in a short while.
Feeling giddy.

I don't know, but i guess it was a bad decision after all.
Seems to me like we're drifting away already.
Maybe not to you but to me.
Maybe i think too much, and i hope is i think too much
WAHAHAHA

Sometimes, avoiding is the best way to benefit both parties.
Because it seems that ever since that day, you are like more "stressed" and bothered by it.
Maybe i should do that?? hahahaha :P
After all, i'm quite a irritating person. i realised??
lols
What should i do...

"Mind", please stop thinking and speaking to me... let me sleep :D

2009-07-30T03:59:00.002+08:00

Something's missing???

Hey Hey Hey!!! :D
Back to update
Today started out boring.
Woke up and went to sch
I guess i was late again, because of the stupid bus, always stuck/jam at Safra there.
Lessons were okay.

I guess what make me enjoy today was as usual, basketball.
WAHAHAHAHA
Had lotsa fun playing today.
Though i missed like, 4 - 5 open lay ups :P
Been working on my physical strength this few days.
Thats why my hand are so "sour?" haha

Going to sleep already
Lessons at 11.
But meeting my group at 10.
So i guess i have to wake up at 9 T.T

Things turn ugly and go out of control.
But take your time to adjust.
Learn how to walk before you want to run.
Take things slowly.
I support you!!!

2009-07-29T01:58:00.003+08:00

Hopes to be able to "draw a smiley" into that book everyday!

BACK TO UPDATE! hahaha
Today was a tiring day.
Almost fell asleep for all the lessons.
After classes, chiong-ed to do project then went home.
Played games till i fell asleep! LOL
Woke up at like 8 and then went to lan.
Off to sleep!

A closed book you will be,
but i will try,
Always to be the first person to read you when you open up.

2009-07-28T03:27:00.000+08:00

YO! back to post, before i sleep.
hmm Bowling-ed just now again
WAHAHAHA
Damn fun.
Though today wasn't on a very good form.
Now i feel like playing basketball alot T.T

I'm hungry...
And after reading someone's blog, I'm even more more hungry Q.Q
Your blog always food, Food, FOOD der. Tempting you know....
WAHAHAHA

Class at 10 in the morning, and Mr Toh here is still awake.
ARGHHHH gonna wake up at 9, and i cant sleep
GOSH!!!

Hmm, thoughts are rushing through my mind.
SO MANY!
My brain is like errrr, a computer liao.
Got feeling my headache is coming back to "play" with me.
Alright, KING is going to sleep. IF not can't wake up sure die.

Time flies.
Several months ago, i heard this from someone... or was it, i told this to someone.(forgot)
"If things are meant to be, they will be"
And now, here am i thinking.
Are these "things" meant to be? :D:D:D

2009-07-27T16:59:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAA I'm BACK TO UPDATE!
Haha time at school today was a disaster
Just because of one person.
Alright i'll not mention his name.
But im super fed up with him already
Projects all don't want to do still want to make us late pass up.
I feel like driving a lorry and bang you...reverse then bang you again. (continue the methods for 5 times)
****ing hell.
Thats all, will update again later :D

Hmm, i wonder....If the decision i made is wrong.
Because you seem more stressed up with life and more irritated after what i said.
. . . . . . Shouldn't have said it. . . . . .

BASKETBALL!!!!

2009-07-26T06:23:00.000+08:00

IM BACK TO UPDATE!
HAHA
Dont wonder why im still awake, because i cant sleep T.T
Too energetic? Or rather is that my mind have too many things in it so sleep
LOL

Went bowling just now.
It was enjoyable
I still couldn't get my TURRRRKEY after so long.
Bullshit la!

Have been rather in "financial crisis" recently.
Resorting to borrowing money
Not from loan sharks, but, from friends :D

I want to play basketball so badly.
I NEED TO IMPROVE.
And thats the only way i can be happy. WAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Hmm, i was just thinking...
People say that life is full of ups and downs.
But it seem to me that my life is more full of downs than ups.
WAHAHAHA
How to bring my life up? someone enlighten me pls :D
Alright, im off to play my games

I missed the opportunity once, and it will never come back... Will it?

I'll be your "back-up" pillar :D

2009-07-25T23:54:00.001+08:00

Back to update!
Haha, today's match was a disaster for me....
The bruise on my leg that i got from ytd hurts damn alot.
Especially got a moment of time cannot apply any strength....
But now, feeling better.
Wanna know how i got that bruise? i went "catching" the dropping lap top with my leg :D

And, i cant concentrate in today's match.
Dont know why...
My mind is like...Outside the court somewhere.
My body just moving by itself like a zombie....
Pretty much caused the huge lost for us..
Sorry guys.

HMMM. Finally 3 of the projects are almost finishing.
Letting of the huge burden soon.

Sorry i over-reacted this few days.
I guess im very irritating also la.
Don't say no, because i thought it over at a 3rd person position, and i see myself as very irritating.
Sorry.
I will stop irritating you already.
Just know that, i'm here anytime to help you.
Whether you need the help, you decide.
But i still hope to see the happy you.
I know suddenly, life is damn stress.
But take a rest...
Relax, i'm sure by doing that, you'll feel better.
After all, you are the strong girl i acknowledged, so don't prove me wrong.
Take care :D

My mind is now in bits and pieces, like a puzzle.
I need to assemble it back as soon as possible!
But it'll be rather difficult!

Yes....I Do Love You, But All I Want Is Just For You To Stay Happy, Thats All

2009-07-22T02:27:00.006+08:00

LOLS why blogger so weird one?.....

Hmm have been not focusing and cant concentrate throughout the day.Thought of some things throughout from before i sleep till now.

Rather indecisive? i can say that to myself. Don't know what to do.

But anyway, today is a super stress day. Several presentations and deadlines coming up and is squeezing my energy dry. Plus i cant sleep at night.

Maybe i should let everything be at its natural course. But of course, i still have abit of wish, to get what i want. Hmm, this problem is troubling me rather alot but i dont know how to remove it. Hais.

Going off to sleep soon, but i bet i will flip and turn on my bed until my mind calms down and stop thinking.

2009-07-21T03:58:00.004+08:00

Like wtf when i enter blogger la! i was like damn blurred.LOLS.

Sorry, looks like i manage to read your blog post, before it is even removed.

I don't know what you're facing and i don't know what hint you wanted. Because you are bottling all the things up inside your heart.

Please, pour it out, and stop keeping everything inside. Maybe you have a reason for not telling, but at least, im a pair of listening ears for you. And i might just forget about what u said the day after because of my short term memory :P

You know, it hurts. It hurts to see you suffering and i cant help you in any way? I don't know what you are experiencing and i dont know what i can do to help, but i just want to cheer you up. Whatever hope or person you think you will lose, i dont care. But i assure you that i will never leave your side. Your king/huang xiong will always be here.

I can see you are tired of staying strong. Take a rest, let me help you be strong. At least, let me share your burden and ease whatever the suffering. "A burden shared, is a burden half". You suffer, i suffer with you. (We're "twins", remember?)

Life is about making mistakes, and learning from it. You screw it up once, save it. You screw it up twice, save it again. You're too tired? i save it with you. I want to share your pain, your regrets and our unhappiness. Thats why i told you whatever you got suprised for. (forget about that)

Please remove the phrases say "i suck" etc. I HATE IT. You make us angry, you make us sad, you make us disappointed, you make us irritated, you make us upset. BUT these are all what that makes us love you. We love you not because of your good points. We love you because we've accepted your bad points. No one's perfect. and the imperfections in people is what makes the world more interesting. So please stop saying whatever you are saying yourself.

Its never too late to make amendments, but its will only be too late if you don't have the heart to saviour the problem. Your post will disappear but i don't care, i still want you to see this post. That post disappears away with the sad you BUT the happy you stays.

Like i've said, im always here, always here for you. You need a shoulder, a hug, a listening ear or even a person to vent anger on, i don't mind giving you all that. But the main problem is, you need to step out of the box, and start talking to me. If not, i don't know how to help you.

I don't know what are you sorrying for, but like i always tell my basketball team mates. (though i still say sorry myself) "I don't need to hear the word 'sorry' from you. What i want is your actions. You can't do it yourself, you have your friends, or at least, you have me. I still want to emphasize, that i will always be here to solve the problems with you. Come crying and whining around and i make sure i make you smile and laugh to me. :D

Tell me your problem, please?

2009-07-15T01:58:00.006+08:00

This 2 days was very very slack.
Rot at home like no one's business.
Don't know whether my conditions is getting better anot.
But i feel super energetic, thats a good thing

Hope i recover BY tmr!!!!!!!!!!

你: "你说得很完美, 我也想让一切发生, 但是我发现已经太迟了, 我的心门已经关了".

我: "我说的虽然完美, 可是关键的还是你, 你发现的并不迟, 心门就算关了, 还有钥匙

每一道门都有一把钥匙, 那......我能当你心门的那把钥匙吗??". :P

2009-07-12T03:01:00.007+08:00

Hi everyone.
Today is a super super sian-ed day.
Because im sick.
Finally sick after so long.
Woke up finding myself with a cough.
Ignored and went to play basketball.
Played until super shuang and fun
But halfway through, a headache started to bother me and broke that momentum and fun.
Slacked and sat around to watch since that happened.

My head is bursting.
I have so much to think about.
The basketball team, my individual basketball aspects, my studies, over-flowing projects, my friends and families, love?? and even my friends homework i also have to help out.
Plus this headache, its terrible, and unbearable. Its killing me. T.T

Can i be like a more simple-minded person? like a kid :x ....
Then i wont have to think of anything complicated, complex and of course, more liked by everyone else.
Even if i create troubles, i wont be the one to settle it.
So carefree and trouble-less....

So tired of life.
So tired of how a''life'' runs down the road.
So tired of catching up with life.
So tired of overcoming the "walls" in life
So tired......

The headache is killing me. T.T

2009-07-08T02:00:00.006+08:00

Yo guys!Here to update again.
Today was a super rush day.
Because i started off by late-ing my lecture for one hour O.O
Then after lecture, went to makan, then chiong project....
Thats why super rush today.

Hmm,i think i went home after project.
Reached home at about 4 plus.
Slack till 6 plus then went to shoot ball at BC.
Homed at 8 plus.
Eat alot of things :P
Like maggie, chocolate cake another different another chocolate cake
Gonna grow fat already T.T

Hmm looks like my life's pretty boring.
Need to add "colours" to my life :D

Okay, end of post, good bye and good night.

Note: sorry i didn't know it will create so much trouble for you?
NoteNote: Im always here.
NoteNoteNote: But if im irritating, just tell me :\
NoteNoteNoteNote: You F***ers stop irritating me!

So close, yet so far.....

2009-07-07T01:53:00.003+08:00

Time is passing so slowly now, but it feels great.
Tired of the time passing so quickly, I've no time to stop, look, and enjoy.
Maybe it will be great if time passes slower then usual.
Because i need time to register these memories and enjoy at the same time.
Haha!

Time Isn't the issue
Forever doesn't matter,
I will wait

2009-07-07T00:47:00.004+08:00

Suddenly... came across this song, and i kept repeating it already
Haha, so long never listen to this song.

胡彦斌- Waiting for you

金色的舞鞋伴着音乐
baby你的眼睛是一弯深邃的湖水

喔忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我晕眩在悬崖边谁知一睁眼就不见

Waiting for you, I'm Waiting for you
Waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella
留给我一望无际的思念

Waiting for you, I'm Waiting for you
Waiting for you come here to my dream
牵着你不断旋转
一直到黑发变成了银线

Waiting for you, Waiting for you 直到永远

喔忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我晕眩在悬崖边谁知一睁眼就不见

Waiting for you, I'm Waiting for you
Waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella
留给我一望无际的思念
Waiting for you

Waiting for you, Waiting for you, Waiting for you

Waiting for you, I'm waiting for you
Waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella
留给我一望无际的思念

Waiting for you, I'm waiting for you
Waiting for you come here to my dream
牵着你不断旋转
一直到黑发变成了银线

Waiting for you, Waiting for you, Waiting for you

2009-07-07T00:32:00.007+08:00

Hi everyone!! like i said, trying to update more frequently. haha
My heart feels damn light.
A heavy load was lifted of my mind.
Damn shuang.

Yesterday was fine.
Just that lessons started so damn early.
By right, it should be 11, but we had extra lessons at 9. ):
But not bad la, the lessons is to make up the lesson today.
So today, we will end early!
Haha

Now, just slacking, till i feel tired. haha
Nights man!

Waiting for you,
Waiting for you,
直到永远

2009-07-05T06:33:00.004+08:00

Hi guys. im trying to update more often, if not someone will force me to :D:D
Haha, today was a fine day.
Woke up at 3 plus, prepared then went down to play ball at 209.
One word - FUN.
Went to eat at 7 plus, chiong-ed home at 8.

Then basically got owned la.
Bathed and chiong-ed cab to e-hub because i tot i was late for the movie at 9
I left home at 9....
THEN.........
When im in the cab, receive call to know that the movie will be at 11.
LOL
Spent $3.40 for nothing
But nvm, i alight and took a bus.
Reached e-hub, and slacked at the bowling alley.

Then MOVIE!!!!
Ice Age: Dawn Of The Dinosaurs.
It was a great great movie for me
Super funny and cute.
Thats why i like to watch cartoon movies.
All so cute and funny
5/5 thumbs up for me :D

Then went bowling
My score is like sux la
Haha dun talk about it.
Mac-ed to slack and then went home
Here am i, waiting for tired-ness to conquer me so i can sleep.
LOL

Love's like coffee.
Add something like sugar,
Love becomes sweet.
Add some things like salt or vinegar (O.o),
Love becomes weird and awkward.
If you add nothing,
Love stays tasteless or bitters off after sometime.
Now if I'm the coffee,
Who's my sugar then??? :D:D:D
(just kidding :P)

2009-07-03T01:42:00.019+08:00

Time With Her Can Never Be Enough

Hi everyone!!! Im super super super super happy today.... Went out with that "irritating" girl :D
Went to Tmart to eat Both of us eat the same thing, my favourite - Butter Pork Chop Rice :D Super nice la!!! Initially wanted to add 1 bowl for us each. Then decided to share a bowl. Because i wan to eat lesser Also because i told Kaili something :P

Then saw Gwen and Kelvin who also wanted to have dinner
Sat down and chat
Then suddenly came to a topic that Gwen's very dark now
And ya, darker then me
Started suan-ing her
MAID LOOK-ALIKE!

Headed off to find a place to slack
All the stupid void decks are super duper hot la!!
Not even 15 mins we started sweating liao
Then decided to change place
Finally found one after like 20mins walk? (because we stroll round and round) :x

Sat at the 2nd floor of Tmart
Was rather cooling compared to the stupid void decks
Had conversations, songs, (and without fail will happen when Kaili is there) - Pictures

Slacked till 1040 and went to the bus stop near her house. Short talks there and then went home

And here are some of the photos ( looks like its the first time after so damn long since i post pictures ) :)

Note: Ehhh I kept my promise uh? haha
NoteNote: So long since i post pictures hor...
NoteNoteNote: LETS GO OUT AGAN SOON! I HOPE ITS SOON!
NoteNoteNoteNote: Beach......Breeze......Wave.....

2009-07-02T01:55:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone!!! hahaa here to update again.
Life's so fun this few days.
School was abit dull but it was still acceptable.
Gonna buck up and aim from 2 A's to 3 A's in then end semester test :D
Am i greedy?i guess not huh...

Basketball basketball basketball... as usual. i never stop doing so :D
Because i wanna improve!!!!
Hope i can do so.

Very very happy from ytd start hahahaaa!
Looking forwards to today after school
And hopefully saturday, someone could also be free.
Then we'll go somewhere that person wants to go :D:D

Goodnights guys, have a nice night/day :P

2009-06-23T02:13:00.005+08:00

Hmm HI GUYS!!! hahaha.
First day of school reopen was erm, maybe a bad start for me.
First day of sch reopen i late ler T.T
Class was at 11 oclock and i woke up at 1050.
POWER!!!
Then rush to school and reached at about 1130
The day was super boring.
Felt that i went to school for nothing.
The tutors didnt give back our results, econs class was like only 15 mins?!?!
.......

Im now in a super strong desire to improve on my basketball....
Because its like im not very up to form after i injured my ankle.
In addition, rather stress because i have to manage or excel in alot of aspects in this team.
Had been losing the past 2 matches.
Though im not angry/sad or whatever, but i felt that maybe i could have done more or better.
I NEED TO IMPROVE!!!!
I MUST!!!

See my desire,
Watch my persistence,
Feel my determination,
Remember my words,
I will improve

2009-06-12T03:21:00.003+08:00

hello hello, guess u guys are thinking "finally you are updating ur blog"
Haha sorry guys, pretty lazy and busy thats why im not updating

Life have been pretty good.
Enjoying my poly life, have great friends around me and doing things i love to do
LIKE PLAYING BALL!! hahaa

Enjoying my holidays now, pretty much playing ball most of the times
And dota O.O ahaha

Very irritated today by some single brain-celled person who only knows how to bark.
HAHA sorry to like spoil the mood la but i couldnt resist the temptation to scold him.....

hmm competition coming up soon, have to work hard on my defense and shooting
XI TOH WEI JIAYOU!!! :D
Miss Li Kai Tan Wants Me To Feature Her!!! haha
Anyway she asked me to update one :P

2009-05-20T02:13:00.002+08:00

Wooo, just reached home and bathed.
Went to watch Angels And Demons :D
Thumbs up up up!!!
I like that show, though some of my frens say its not nice.
The show is damn nice to me :D although i predict the ending part before it came out.
But it was still nice
HAHA

Went for bowling after that.
Very happy :D Because i strike for the 1st time after learning the hook shot last week :))
Super addicted to table tennis and bowling recently.
But MORE tempted to play basketball.
I guess i'll go for a game tmr!

2009-05-19T16:06:00.002+08:00

Omg... Guess i screwed up my commskills test..
Sian sia... I believed i can do it, but not enough time.
Finish my intro which i was super satisfied, then screwed up because not enough time :((
HAiyO!!! but nvm whats done is done. I'll work harder!!

Life has been pretty good (Except for the test)
Playing ball and i believed i have been improving.
I hope i will continue to improve!!!!
Lets start with my reaction and dribbling :D:D

2009-04-28T00:05:00.003+08:00

YOOOOOOOOOO...
Hmm made a promise to some one that i will update
So i will...
Haha... Had been rather lazy in updating :P

Lets talk about recent things :D:D
Which is my NEW LAPTOP!! YAY YAY YAY!!
Finally i bought my laptop.
Its working well now. And it will in the future :D
Its ASUS and White in colour..
Forgot about the model :(

Went to Gwen house just now for a short short gathering..
Just a few people there..
Talked and had fun..
And OF COURSE... Dota-ed :D

Looking forward to the gathering this Friday..
Hope to see everyone there!!!!

Misses...4e3

FEEYOOOOOOO :D

2009-04-27T20:05:00.003+08:00

Rarrrr. Hello all. :D

I really hate this pig for not updating his blog for such a long time. >:[ Hur. Don't like him, he's been always giving me empty promises lo. Always saying that he'll update the next day, later, whatever. But in the end whenever I go to his blog the other day, the blog's always stagnant. :/

Don't like lo. Stupid pig, always lying one.

And faster update please. :(

2009-03-22T03:13:00.003+08:00

Hi guys...Sorry for not updating for so long...
Actually, its not that i don't wan update.
There are many things i wan to type here.
But i cant... As you know i have people who reads my blog. :D

Have been really irritated this few days.
Sorry but.. i cant say why.....

Playing dota now and then.
If not its basketball like usual...

Damn sian la .... I HAVEN BUY MY LAPTOP....
So many people buy ler....
Envy them :D

Seriously...i miss the past...

2009-03-12T14:00:00.002+08:00

hi everyone.... Im here to update again O.O
Its 2 days after my bday...
But still i wan to thanks everyone who wished me "Happy Birthday".
Most importantly, i wanted thanks the 4 person who celebrated with me.

Have been rather irritated this few days..
Dont know why.
Sometimes i really feel that i think too much..and too far..
but i really cant help it..
Thats what i do when im alone, when i cant sleep...
Whats else... I can only blame my stupid brain for thinking...
My body for sleeping only so late at night...

Sometimes, i think im irritating you guys..
Im gonna stop that...
I know i cant ask too much from anyone, especially you guys.
If im irritating in any sense... can anyone please tell me ? haha

O.O looks like an emo post today...sorry everyone :D
HAHAHAHA

2009-03-03T13:40:00.004+08:00

hi people. O.O
I just woke up :D
Finally slept ABIT earlier yesterday.
Because i fell asleep...

...Super irritated with the weather this few days
Rain rain rain.
Cant even go down to play basketball :(

Now talking to Miss Sotong on msn....
She is becoming more and more ERRRR...............
Secret :P

Rain, Rain go away....

2009-02-26T14:02:00.003+08:00

Yo peeeople.Im here to update again.
Trying to update regularly it not some one will say
i never :)

Slept at 5 plus again O.O
Omg i cant sleep this few days
Lucky i have my Mp3 beside me.
If not i will stone to death :D

Anyway, went out to meet Kaili, SockTeng and Kelvin
Sorry guys, i play L4D play so long, make you guys wait :P
Then went to Mac to eat.cant believe im full with Nuggets student meal :)
Talk about alot of things...
I will think over it de!! :D
Went cycling alone after that, till 4.OMg!!
My butt now abit ache :P

Guess i'll stop here, and proceed to my dota soon :)
BYE

You guys are so damn important to me... :D

2009-02-25T14:16:00.004+08:00

Hi peeeople...
First time im using my bro's computer to update.
Just feel like it.

Had been sleeping rather late this 2 days, or maybe EARLY.
Slept at 6 in the morning the day before, and slept at 530 yesterday..
Don't know why i can just lie on the bed for several hours, like stoning :P

Just woke up from my sleep.
I had a dream.
But i only remember a part of it, still trying to recall the others.
Just hope that only part won't come true....HOR? KAILI?

Love can spark in one second,
Relationships can break in one second,
Many things can happen in one second,
I don't know what will happen in 3 days time....

2009-02-22T02:07:00.002+08:00

YOOOOOOOOO GUYS
Sorry about the delay in updating my blog
Im lazy :P
Im at Jia jie house now....
So bored being at home
Dont even feel like staying at home for 1 min
Too bored.

Im looking forward to monday.
Meet my dear little piiggy twin huang mei
Got so much things to pour out to each other about.
Cant wait.... :D

It'll be good to have someone who understands me well...

2009-02-09T13:53:00.002+08:00

hi everyone. :D finally im using the old computer
thats why im updating.
Days are as usual
Play ball, play lan, go out with frens
Nothing much
Going to my little Huang Mei's house to bai nian later. :D

Recently, i realised that my life is actually very good
Im contented. :D
Because i have everyone i need around me.
LOVE YOU GUYS.

I Did Sleep With A Smile Yesterday :)

2009-01-21T16:20:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone. :D
New year is approaching in a few days time
Omg.Time is passing so quickly.
I haven't even finish buying my clothes for New Year
Gonna go get them in the next few days

Hais the recent days are boring
Nothing to do, i can only play basketball
Other than that not much entertaining things :(

Having a friendly match this Friday, hope i play well man.
GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF

Just Love You Too Much

2009-01-05T13:39:00.003+08:00

Today is a special day.
Because its SOCK TENG'S BIRTHDAY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS SOTONG!!
You Better Treat Me WELL!!! hahaahaa

Just woke up from my sleep today
Super energetic
Omg!
Will be going for a movie with Birthday Girl and the others

BYE!!

2009-01-01T02:22:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!!
Hehe. A new year a new start for everyone!

WISH EVERYONE HAVE A SMOOTH AND HAPPY 2009!!!

2008-12-30T18:33:00.004+08:00

Apologies for not updating for so long.
Hadn't been using this computer for very long already.

I've been really busy for the last few days
Training training and training
Play basketball every now and then
My legs and hands are breaking already T.T

But other then that im at home.
Bored

Today is the second last day of the year
Tomorrow's midnight
Im waiting....

你知道吗?我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉

2008-12-05T01:00:00.002+08:00

Wow i guess i finally will update my blog.
Sorry everyone, was super lazy and busy.
Just had 3 days of chalet :D
Super fun

Lols holiday is really boring
Everyday slack,go out, play ball like no one's business
Too bad im lazy at finding a job

LOLS here the survey Kaili gave me

Instructions:
1. List down 10 facts about yourself - 5 true & 5 false.
2. Tag 5 people to do the exact same quiz!
3. Blog readers are to guess the 5 false facts.
4. Reveal 5 facts eactly one week after this quiz is being posted up.

Now...These are my "facts"
1.My appetite is freaking small
2.I prefer rice than noodles
3.I hate playing dota
4.I'm underweight
5.I love ghost stories
6.I'm a very open person
7.My memory is very good
8.I always sleep very late
9.I always fall sick :(
10.I love basketball!!

Sorry about choosing you guys but ya sabotage!
-Kaili-
-Kelvin-
-Sock Teng-
-Li Qi-

4 will be enough :D

2008-11-11T11:58:00.003+08:00

YO EVERYONE IM BACK!!!
Finally able to touch my blog
Its been such a long time ever since i last posted
Gonna have a short post now cause im rushing for time, going out

To see contacts lenses and then go to Dennis birthday
I was wondering for a super long time to decide what colour i should buy.
Grey or blue?

2008-10-04T00:35:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone, guess this should probably be one of the last few posts till after O level

Looks like the year is gonna end
Wonder who will still stay in contact with me
Everything just passed so fast that its was like one night and it came to today
Bleahs
Tired
But i must finish this race
Determination....
That's my way of living as WEIXI.

Lols
Going out later with friends to have supper
Im gonna grow fat then :D

What Should I Do??

2008-09-27T00:54:00.003+08:00

This week is a super boring week.
Nothing much to talk about
Sorry guys, i know its getting boring, because O LEVEL IS COMING!!!
Im tired man, played basketball like not body business just now.
Resting~~~

Hate Being Accused Of Something I Did Not Do

2008-09-21T02:15:00.004+08:00

Today is a fun fun day
Went to pasir ris to cycle
And after a great time of cycling, we went to the playground to play.
The most most fun game was crocodile.
The 1st game was short cause the girls were the catchers
But the second was fun.
I, Kang Hui and Liqi were the catchers.
We started strategizing. O.O
And we took a long time to lay our shoes to link to our ambush
But when the game started, it took only one ambush to own the opposing party -- Kelvin, Zhi Neng and Kelvin.
The game ended shortly after
Since all the "tactics" were done by me and Kang Hui, and they worked perfectly,
Both of us started boasting -- "卓家都是聪明的人"
Then started talking bullshits like saying we can become strategists of the Three Kingdom Era :P

Went to Gwen house to slack after that
Had lots of fun too
Her mum treated us pizza but....
I and Ben were still hungry so we carried on to order Mc Donalds delivery
Went home at 11 close to 12

Now a song added to my blog, enjoy ~~~

A life full of joy

2008-09-18T16:42:00.002+08:00

Such a bad week this is.
Unlucky?? Maybe...
Im not gonna post the things out, cause if i do, it will create another reason for her to find trouble on me
Im gonna tolerate, tolerate and tolerate.
Do well for my exam and shut her mouth up for good.

Thank Mr Teo for his understanding.
But sorry for creating this trouble for u

Hope the days will improve

2008-09-15T17:19:00.003+08:00

:(
Got back the overall results for prelims today
Was quite happy but also quite sad
Happy because i tot i would drop alot in my work, but i didn't
Sad because i drop in my position.
Tot that i at least could retain the same position
Hais everything did not work out
NEVERMIND

I'm gonna work extra hard
Don't get my idea wrong,
I still have fun but fun will come after my work
Cause i believe that pure hard work and chionging like siao won't work
Instead, it will land u in Mental hospital?? :D

Believe me, i can, i want, and finally i MUST!

I Want To Go On With No Regrets,
And Make Myself Proud Even If It Is Just Once In My Life

2008-09-12T16:03:00.003+08:00

Finally my noob internet connection has restored
Had not been using computer last few days cause the internet go problem

hmm wasn't pretty happy with my prelims results.
Failed 2 :(
Gonna work hard for the next 5 weeks
Because of this prelims, it made me miss playing basketball :P
Hope i can play this week end :D

Hmm gonna be out studying soon
At a "sotong's" house :D

Wonder whats going through my mind

2008-09-03T22:33:00.003+08:00

Sorry blog
Haven't been keeping you busy :P
Sorry guys, no updates recently, cause everytime i online, im really busy

This few days was really packed
But really fun
Had to make this music video for the graduation thing, so went to school early in the morning for 2 days
Though tired but actually, i quite enjoy making it
Hope it will really go well
I don't care wat others will say about it, i just want it to be good!!

Then went to Ding Ding house to play basketball
Went dunking around that short ring
We had lots of fun

Guess thats all for today :D
LAST SENTENCE OF THE DAY: SOMEBODY IS SPEECHLESS!!!

Part Of My Mind Is In Pieces

2008-08-30T19:03:00.003+08:00

Hi guys.Sorry for not blogging
IM BACK
END OF PRELIMS
END OF OLEVELS DNT
Finally i have some time to rest
For the whole 2 weeks, i don't have a good sleep
Most of them were less then or equal to 5
My "panda eyes" are coming out already

Had lots and lots of fun today
Went out with my good friends to cycle O.O
Went to relax at the beach
I felt that it was a long time since i last step onto a beach
To all of you who came today, thanks for the day, you guys brightened up my day :)

2008-08-17T23:33:00.003+08:00

Sorry guys.Not updating frequently because i was super busy studying
But this blog is not dead yet :D
Just not updated only
Have been studying all the long this week with my good friends
Thanks all of them for accompanying me to study

Tmr will be Prelims Science Practical :S
Good luck to all!!!And me too :D
Have to go!BYE!

2008-08-07T20:54:00.002+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
Lets post something from yesterday
Ytd was a fine day
Nothing much during school
But after school was so much fun
We had our soccer match
But was with 4e5, strong team T.T
We scored the 1st goal but they equalise it with another
Went on to penalty round
We lost by 2-1
Some of us were pretty depressed
But im not
Cause i noe that all of us had done our best
:)

Then today...
Nothing much too for lesson time
Just that my hand was freaking pain because of ytd match
I think i got a sprain or something
The bone feels really pain
But im lazy to go to doctor
Haha nvm :)

After school, the finals and semi finals match for soccer was on
Although the weather was not helping
4e5 was the champion for the whole tournament
I was glad
Because i knew that we lost to them in that they were really good, not that we were lousy
CONGRATS TO 4E5!!

Some people are just sore losers that criticize and blame others when they lose

2008-07-31T19:44:00.004+08:00

Today is a happy day.
Know why? Cause we won the interclass soccer match.
Our hardwork had paid off.
Everyone gave their best.
Me too
Super super stressed because of the penalty kicks at the end.
We won by the penalty kicks by 3-2
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
THANKS ALL OUR SUPPORTERS WHO CHEERED FOR US AND THOSE WHO SPONSORED US WATER.
LASTLY THANKS TO MY TEAM AND MYSELF!!

Hope most things go smoothly for me from today on wards

2008-07-29T21:12:00.005+08:00

Hi hi hi
I'm back
Today was quite a bad day for me
Or rather these two days are super bad for me

Woke up twice
First one was at 5 , and i thought it was 630. Glanced at the clock and went back to sleep because its only 5!
The second was at 640
Was a little late so had to rush
Went to school

Got somehow a irritated today.
Don't know why anyway

After school went to play soccer
Then went home since i cant do my dnt
Went to buy the stupid shinguard and socks for the soccer thing
And i have realised that i am facing a big financial crisis ahead T.T

Then went cycling by myself
For 2 hours, slow rides around places near my house
It was really shuang and it really calmed me down
It have be a super super long time since i took time to relax like this, being alone.

Sometimes its nice being alone

2008-07-24T19:20:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone.IM BACKKK!!! I am truly sorry about not updating :P
Was busy with Dnt and basketball
Lala lots of things happen this few days
Hope everything will go the right way.

Hope our efforts won't go down the drains

2008-07-17T22:32:00.004+08:00

Yo everyone.
Im back.
My mood have come back 75% already
Hehe. Started to watch D-gray man.
It was quite nice. :)
Gotta go ler, byebye.

2008-07-15T18:26:00.005+08:00

Sorry guys.
Wasn't in any mood these days
Sorry to everyone i lose my temper to.
And to sorry to some of you for replying one word answer or even no reply.
My mood just sux this few days.
I'll get better, Don't worry.

Regrets are in the past
And they won' t become your future

2008-07-08T19:21:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone
Haven been updating very very often
Today was a tiring day
My whole body is aching
Because of GYM
haha
Dnt today was funny
Cause i did something guai lan
Hor?Kaili?

World Is Never Fair

2008-07-01T21:30:00.005+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOO
Super glad
Cause i have finish the life-draining English project
Most of them i did it up myself
I was also suprised and happy when Mr Ng even praised us a little after the presentation

Super stress up and tired for the past days cause i was chionging this project
So sorry if i have been throwing temper or something to all my friends

True Friends Are Not Easy To Come By,
So Hold Them Tight With Both Hands

2008-06-27T20:05:00.002+08:00

Yoyo.I'm freaking tired now
Played basketball for 5 plus hours continuously

Today is a quite happy day
But i got abit irritated at the back

And and
Look at how many people are chionging for the O's
I feel that im abit slackier compared with them
I want to do, but im freaking tired now
Don't even feel like moving..

WHAT THE FCUK SHOULD I DO!!?? :|

2008-06-25T21:40:00.003+08:00

Today is a hardworking day for me
Though i slept a 3 because i cant sleep,
I was like boosted with energy today
I was like one man show
Chiong homework chiong class work chiong project.
And was very attentive today

Maybe thats me when im not in a perfect mood
Bleahs
But im feeling better
Thanks to those who worry about me
I'M FINE
CAUSE WHATEVER DOESN'T KILL ME MAKES ME STRONGER!!

2008-06-23T22:33:00.005+08:00

Started off the day with a very happy mood and every to me seems so happy
Decided to play basketball only on Wed or weekends
Then...
Half way, i became fcuking moodless
Don't bother to ask me why
Don't question other people
Cause nobody knows

At first, i didn't feel like talking
But now i wanted to find somebody to talk with me
At least entertain me
But No one is there
Maybe my mood really sux and i ask for too much
Sorry if u feel that i'm throwing my temper now
Its been long ever since i last threw my temper
Bear with me please

Please be a better day tomorrow...

Laughters and Smile are Excellent Disguise

2008-06-21T00:00:00.003+08:00

Adam Khoo Adam Khoo Adam Khoo!!!
I think its a super super great work shop la.
And Melvin
A super super good, entertaining and kind trainer
Without him
I would have slept long ago in that workshop
He entertained me like hell (Disco??)
And kept me away from the sleep spell

And guess what
He made me have thoughts of going to be one of the coaches or something after the O's
And that's true if i have time
I love his jokes although some were lame but i still like it
I love his way of teaching with funny stuff and jokes because i will be awake
I think teachers should teach this way
It will be fun

Had lots of fun during this few days i must say
And today the last program was the appreciation session
Was abit disappointed that my dad or my sis didn't come
Wanted to go up stage to speak
But there was no reason anymore
Hug, shake hands and thanks many teachers, friends and Melvin
Went to eat then "teleport" home

And i was suprised by wat my sis said
"aiya i would have chiong my work and gone to the session if i known u want to speak"
Then i was like awww too badddd
:)
Started to experiment on my sister on things that Melvin experimented on us
It was fun

Make failure and pain into your motivation
Because

What fails to kill you makes you stronger

2008-06-18T23:13:00.002+08:00

Woooooo.Tiring day today
Adam Khoo workshop was cool
And fun
The trainers were humorous and they were good
Especially Melvin
hehe
Hope to expected the same or maybe more tmr and on Friday
BLEAHS

Maybe its my fault
Maybe i led u to believe, it was easy when it wasn't
Maybe i made u think my highlight started at the freethrow line and not in the gym
Maybe i let u think that every shot i took was a game winner
And my game is build on flash, not fire
Maybe its my fault that u didn't see that failure give me strength, that my pain was my motivation
Maybe i led u to believe that basketball was a god-given gift and not something i work for, ever single day of my life
Maybe i destroy the game
Or maybe, you are just making excuses

(By Michael Jordan)

2008-06-09T13:08:00.004+08:00

Hello blog and readers
Haven been updating for weeks already
I was busy playing basketball and doing my school work that i haven used computer for weeks
I had been doing good
And i haven been thinking too much things
haha
Gonna go to school for dnt later :(
BORING

Basketball make me

2008-05-27T19:54:00.002+08:00

Hellllloooo
This is my 100th post
Finally
After such a long time.......

Im super bored at home
Nothing to do
Blah blah blah

2008-05-23T14:22:00.004+08:00

Hi guys
I'm in a good mood today

Went to school at 7
Then had breakfast with teacher session
Didn't buy my breakfast because there was too much people
But Mr Teo insisted on me eating the bread coz he scared i hungry
Yeah thx Mr Teo

Then played games while waiting to take our results
Im really glad la
4th in class
For the 1st time
But then the results is not very excellent also
Gonna buck up
I CAN DO IT DER!!!

After school slacked and play with Sock Teng, Angela, Liqi and Kelvin
Had lots of fun before we went home

2008-05-16T21:48:00.007+08:00

Yooo everyone
Haven been updating for so long
Exams are finally over
Very very glad but also abit disappointed
Seen the long mark sheet today
Failed Science only
but still very weak in other subjects
Gonna work harder

My hands and legs are gonna break ><
Consecutive 7 days of basketball
bleahs im really bored now....

2008-05-12T13:47:00.004+08:00

WHHHHEEEWW
Finally exams is close to an end
Hmmm
I think i will get some so-so results back
LOLs
Super super tired when i got home man
Fall asleep while watching tv
Was wake up by the tv also
Wa i super super happy also la
So high
Can basketball basketball and basketball after exams
But studies canot be avoided
'O's coming alrdy
Scary

2008-05-06T16:33:00.001+08:00

Sorry guys
Not gonna update blog so much till end of exams
Very busy and tired
Sorrrrrrrry
GOOD LUCK TO ALL FOR EXAMS

2008-05-02T15:36:00.004+08:00

95th post...

Thank god
2 Exams days had pass
So quickly
Glad that i haven end up with the word 'fail' when i leave the hall
Hope i can pass my Chem

Fcuking fcuking irritated
Dunoe why suddenly like dat

I wish i'm a genius
I wish i can play basketball 24 hours for one day
I wish some one could share my troubles for me
I wish some one could just tell me what to do
I wish i could just let everything slip off the tips of my hand and let everything take its natural course
I wish....
But wish is just a wish
Some wishes are just like dreams
Something that can never be fulfilled
If everything go along with wishes
I won't be here
Lastly, sometimes, i wish i'm not me

Maybe I'm just a dream...

2008-04-29T15:48:00.004+08:00

Maybe I Thought Too Much

Yo everyone
Sorry for not updating
Had been busy
PLUS exams are coming

Today was a bad day
CAUSE OF KELVIN
Lol
He was damn emo la
At least i manage to make him laugh a little
I will not mention about wat happen
BUT KELVIN U BETTER CHEER UP
IF NOT I LONER LIAO

Was super super sleepy today
2 periods of maths was slack
Cause Mr Tan never come
So i slept for 2 period
Next was Physics
Slept again
Chinese was another slacking period

After recess....
My mood suddenly dunoe why so bad
Very irritated
Didn't talk much to anyone
Cause i feel very irritated already when people talk to me

After school went to eat with Junkai and Frens
I wanna thanks Junkai for treating me to a drink
THANKS LA BROTHER

Now im at home slacking + do home
See you

My life is not beautiful
Its dull and boring
Just like me

2008-04-23T22:16:00.001+08:00

JUNKAI
U made us all worry siol
Slap you
Tot u kena kidnapped
Bleahs
I was like asking everyone
then u pop up out side ur house
cute siol
Tmr i sued u for making fake disappearance
BLEAHS

2008-04-23T19:26:00.003+08:00

Totally moodless when i reach home
Hais
2 days to exam
...
Every thing is like dropping down
Cb
Very tired
Lack of sleep
Cant sleep at night even if i force
Had been sleeping at 12 plus to 1 for 2-3 days
O.O
Good luck for my Poa test today
And also for the MYE

For those who is down with illness
TAKE CARE AND RECOVER SOON

1 sheep, 2 sheep, 3 sheep, 4 sheep....

2008-04-21T16:37:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 620 like usual
Prepared and went to school
Study study study STUDY
After school went for POA remedial
Went home
Eat cup noodles. watch tv, bathe, slack and now doing maths work
Gonna go play basketball later
:)

Im gonna chiong my studies already
Had my plans simple but at least i know that i will do it
Every day after school either go home or do dnt in school
If go home, eat, bathe,self study
Then might go play bball in evening
LOL
Because i must exercise even if i chiong my studies mah
Canot be every minute study
Study is study
But must study smart
Yeah thats wat i think

Look at my smiles they are nice
LOL
But Im trying to control my temper
Coz im easily irritated this few days
zzz
Hope i can do it
BEAR WITH ME PLEASE!
:)

When the time ripes......

2008-04-17T20:03:00.003+08:00

我就像一颗洋葱永远是调味品永远是配角戏

Yooooooooooo
I don't know why this few days i abit bad mood
Very easily angry
Maybe too many thoughts are running through my mind a day
And too many things and work for me to think and do
BUT NVM
I am still me
Bleahs

Heard that people from our school tio HFMD
OMG?!
I hope i don't get it
zzz
Found some red spots on me!!
Just kidding
But i have ulcers
OMG
I better not get it
PLEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEE

I realised that many things have change
And they are not the same as the last time
Sometime i really hope they revert back to the old self

~~`不能说的秘密
~~`说了就不是秘密

2008-04-14T19:08:00.001+08:00

LONER FOR LIFE

Im super-ly bored
Nothing to do at home
Loner my self in front of the computer
Hungry
But lazy
And everybody is not free
Haha
Sadded
Hehehe

~~`不能说的秘密
~~`说了就不是秘密

2008-04-13T18:54:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone
Sorry for not updating for so long haha

Went to Gwen house yesterday to slack
Theres Kelvin, Gary, Yanwei, Me, Sockteng, Kaili, Gwen, Angela and Magdeline
But only a few stayed over
Movie-ing like mad
And also had lots of fun over there

Then i was the pig over there
Keep sleeping and sleeping
WHATS MORE
I drooled on Gwen's mattress
SORRY GWEN

Then half way through out the night quite a few of them emo-ed
Wtf
Then i was like loner
So played with Gary and Gwen
Slack and sleep, sleep and slack over there

I went home at 1130 coz i have to go clean grave O.O
Then got back home at about 245
Wanted to go back find Gary they all der
But all of them went home
Then i loner at home T.T

Gonna be a loner tonite again
Muahahahahaa

~~`不能说的秘密
~~`说了就不是秘密

2008-04-08T22:48:00.001+08:00

IM BORED
ALL NEVER ANSWER MY CALL
I EMO LIAO
hehhehheh

~~`不能说的秘密
O.O

2008-04-06T21:56:00.006+08:00

A new blog skin refers to my new life
Muahahahahaha
Thanks Kaili for helping me

Sibei bored sia
Nothing to do at home
Every weekend at home rot to death :)
Gonna study hard liao
Exam is coming
SIAN

~~`不能说的秘密 :D

2008-04-06T14:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :D
IM THE HUANGMEIIIIIII. :D
AHAAHHA. HELLO HUANGXIONGGGGGGGG. [:
If you're not happy with this blogskin, tell me kiesss :D

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE.
-whacks- :DDDD!