I don't know, but looks like things aren't meant to be???



LOL back to update.ahaha
Im still not asleep at this time T.T
Cant sleep, don't know why.
HAHA

Ytd was okay, did presentation for CSA
I was surprised like siao man
My own thinking of my project was, it sucks, sure fail
Then when we present today,teacher say our webpage and our presentation very professional!
LOL
My eyebrow raised when she said that.
Wahahahaha

Went home at about 5
Then shortly after i reached home, i fell asleep.
Actually was intending to meet up with friends, but fell asleep

Now i tahan until this time...
Quite power also
Haha, going to sleep in a short while.
Feeling giddy.

I don't know, but i guess it was a bad decision after all.
Seems to me like we're drifting away already.
Maybe not to you but to me.
Maybe i think too much, and i hope is i think too much
WAHAHAHA

Sometimes, avoiding is the best way to benefit both parties.
Because it seems that ever since that day, you are like more "stressed" and bothered by it.
Maybe i should do that?? hahahaha :P
After all, i'm quite a irritating person. i realised??
lols
What should i do...

"Mind", please stop thinking and speaking to me... let me sleep :D

Labels: My mind got tsunami liao :D

~*Vanished away at` ... 6:15 AM

Something's missing???

Hey Hey Hey!!! :D
Back to update
Today started out boring.
Woke up and went to sch
I guess i was late again, because of the stupid bus, always stuck/jam at Safra there.
Lessons were okay.

I guess what make me enjoy today was as usual, basketball.
WAHAHAHAHA
Had lotsa fun playing today.
Though i missed like, 4 - 5 open lay ups :P
Been working on my physical strength this few days.
Thats why my hand are so "sour?" haha

Going to sleep already
Lessons at 11.
But meeting my group at 10.
So i guess i have to wake up at 9 T.T


Things turn ugly and go out of control.
But take your time to adjust.
Learn how to walk before you want to run.
Take things slowly.
I support you!!!

Labels: Life is as usual

~*Vanished away at` ... 3:59 AM

BACK TO UPDATE! hahaha
Today was a tiring day.
Almost fell asleep for all the lessons.
After classes, chiong-ed to do project then went home.
Played games till i fell asleep! LOL
Woke up at like 8 and then went to lan.
Off to sleep!

~*Vanished away at` ... 1:58 AM

YO! back to post, before i sleep.
hmm Bowling-ed just now again
WAHAHAHA
Damn fun.
Though today wasn't on a very good form.
Now i feel like playing basketball alot T.T

I'm hungry...
And after reading someone's blog, I'm even more more hungry Q.Q
Your blog always food, Food, FOOD der. Tempting you know....
WAHAHAHA

Class at 10 in the morning, and Mr Toh here is still awake.
ARGHHHH gonna wake up at 9, and i cant sleep
GOSH!!!

Hmm, thoughts are rushing through my mind.
SO MANY!
My brain is like errrr, a computer liao.
Got feeling my headache is coming back to "play" with me.
Alright, KING is going to sleep. IF not can't wake up sure die.


Time flies.
Several months ago, i heard this from someone... or was it, i told this to someone.(forgot)
"If things are meant to be, they will be"
And now, here am i thinking.
Are these "things" meant to be? :D:D:D

~*Vanished away at` ... 3:27 AM

HAHAHAA I'm BACK TO UPDATE!
Haha time at school today was a disaster
Just because of one person.
Alright i'll not mention his name.
But im super fed up with him already
Projects all don't want to do still want to make us late pass up.
I feel like driving a lorry and bang you...reverse then bang you again. (continue the methods for 5 times)
****ing hell.
Thats all, will update again later :D


Hmm, i wonder....If the decision i made is wrong.
Because you seem more stressed up with life and more irritated after what i said.
. . . . . . Shouldn't have said it. . . . . .

~*Vanished away at` ... 4:59 PM

IM BACK TO UPDATE!
HAHA
Dont wonder why im still awake, because i cant sleep T.T
Too energetic? Or rather is that my mind have too many things in it so sleep
LOL

Went bowling just now.
It was enjoyable
I still couldn't get my TURRRRKEY after so long.
Bullshit la!

Have been rather in "financial crisis" recently.
Resorting to borrowing money
Not from loan sharks, but, from friends :D

I want to play basketball so badly.
I NEED TO IMPROVE.
And thats the only way i can be happy. WAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Hmm, i was just thinking...
People say that life is full of ups and downs.
But it seem to me that my life is more full of downs than ups.
WAHAHAHA
How to bring my life up? someone enlighten me pls :D
Alright, im off to play my games




I missed the opportunity once, and it will never come back... Will it?

~*Vanished away at` ... 6:23 AM

Back to update!
Haha, today's match was a disaster for me....
The bruise on my leg that i got from ytd hurts damn alot.
Especially got a moment of time cannot apply any strength....
But now, feeling better.
Wanna know how i got that bruise? i went "catching" the dropping lap top with my leg :D

And, i cant concentrate in today's match.
Dont know why...
My mind is like...Outside the court somewhere.
My body just moving by itself like a zombie....
Pretty much caused the huge lost for us..
Sorry guys.

HMMM. Finally 3 of the projects are almost finishing.
Letting of the huge burden soon.

Sorry i over-reacted this few days.
I guess im very irritating also la.
Don't say no, because i thought it over at a 3rd person position, and i see myself as very irritating.
Sorry.
I will stop irritating you already.
Just know that, i'm here anytime to help you.
Whether you need the help, you decide.
But i still hope to see the happy you.
I know suddenly, life is damn stress.
But take a rest...
Relax, i'm sure by doing that, you'll feel better.
After all, you are the strong girl i acknowledged, so don't prove me wrong.
Take care :D

My mind is now in bits and pieces, like a puzzle.
I need to assemble it back as soon as possible!
But it'll be rather difficult!

~*Vanished away at` ... 11:54 PM

LOLS why blogger so weird one?.....

Hmm have been not focusing and cant concentrate throughout the day.Thought of some things throughout from before i sleep till now.

Rather indecisive? i can say that to myself. Don't know what to do.

But anyway, today is a super stress day. Several presentations and deadlines coming up and is squeezing my energy dry. Plus i cant sleep at night.

Maybe i should let everything be at its natural course. But of course, i still have abit of wish, to get what i want. Hmm, this problem is troubling me rather alot but i dont know how to remove it. Hais.

Going off to sleep soon, but i bet i will flip and turn on my bed until my mind calms down and stop thinking.

Labels: It's flooding in my mind

~*Vanished away at` ... 2:27 AM

Like wtf when i enter blogger la! i was like damn blurred.LOLS.

Sorry, looks like i manage to read your blog post, before it is even removed.

I don't know what you're facing and i don't know what hint you wanted. Because you are bottling all the things up inside your heart.

Please, pour it out, and stop keeping everything inside. Maybe you have a reason for not telling, but at least, im a pair of listening ears for you. And i might just forget about what u said the day after because of my short term memory :P

You know, it hurts. It hurts to see you suffering and i cant help you in any way? I don't know what you are experiencing and i dont know what i can do to help, but i just want to cheer you up. Whatever hope or person you think you will lose, i dont care. But i assure you that i will never leave your side. Your king/huang xiong will always be here.

I can see you are tired of staying strong. Take a rest, let me help you be strong. At least, let me share your burden and ease whatever the suffering. "A burden shared, is a burden half". You suffer, i suffer with you. (We're "twins", remember?)

Life is about making mistakes, and learning from it. You screw it up once, save it. You screw it up twice, save it again. You're too tired? i save it with you. I want to share your pain, your regrets and our unhappiness. Thats why i told you whatever you got suprised for. (forget about that)

Please remove the phrases say "i suck" etc. I HATE IT. You make us angry, you make us sad, you make us disappointed, you make us irritated, you make us upset. BUT these are all what that makes us love you. We love you not because of your good points. We love you because we've accepted your bad points. No one's perfect. and the imperfections in people is what makes the world more interesting. So please stop saying whatever you are saying yourself.

Its never too late to make amendments, but its will only be too late if you don't have the heart to saviour the problem. Your post will disappear but i don't care, i still want you to see this post. That post disappears away with the sad you BUT the happy you stays.

Like i've said, im always here, always here for you. You need a shoulder, a hug, a listening ear or even a person to vent anger on, i don't mind giving you all that. But the main problem is, you need to step out of the box, and start talking to me. If not, i don't know how to help you.

I don't know what are you sorrying for, but like i always tell my basketball team mates. (though i still say sorry myself) "I don't need to hear the word 'sorry' from you. What i want is your actions. You can't do it yourself, you have your friends, or at least, you have me. I still want to emphasize, that i will always be here to solve the problems with you. Come crying and whining around and i make sure i make you smile and laugh to me. :D

Tell me your problem, please?

Labels: "Help-less"

~*Vanished away at` ... 3:58 AM

This 2 days was very very slack.
Rot at home like no one's business.
Don't know whether my conditions is getting better anot.
But i feel super energetic, thats a good thing

Hope i recover BY tmr!!!!!!!!!!

~*Vanished away at` ... 1:58 AM

Hi everyone.
Today is a super super sian-ed day.
Because im sick.
Finally sick after so long.
Woke up finding myself with a cough.
Ignored and went to play basketball.
Played until super shuang and fun
But halfway through, a headache started to bother me and broke that momentum and fun.
Slacked and sat around to watch since that happened.

My head is bursting.
I have so much to think about.
The basketball team, my individual basketball aspects, my studies, over-flowing projects, my friends and families, love?? and even my friends homework i also have to help out.
Plus this headache, its terrible, and unbearable. Its killing me. T.T

Can i be like a more simple-minded person? like a kid :x ....
Then i wont have to think of anything complicated, complex and of course, more liked by everyone else.
Even if i create troubles, i wont be the one to settle it.
So carefree and trouble-less....

So tired of life.
So tired of how a''life'' runs down the road.
So tired of catching up with life.
So tired of overcoming the "walls" in life
So tired......

Labels: Sicking

~*Vanished away at` ... 3:01 AM

Yo guys!Here to update again.
Today was a super rush day.
Because i started off by late-ing my lecture for one hour O.O
Then after lecture, went to makan, then chiong project....
Thats why super rush today.

Hmm,i think i went home after project.
Reached home at about 4 plus.
Slack till 6 plus then went to shoot ball at BC.
Homed at 8 plus.
Eat alot of things :P
Like maggie, chocolate cake another different another chocolate cake
Gonna grow fat already T.T

Hmm looks like my life's pretty boring.
Need to add "colours" to my life :D

Okay, end of post, good bye and good night.

Note: sorry i didn't know it will create so much trouble for you?
NoteNote: Im always here.
NoteNoteNote: But if im irritating, just tell me :\
NoteNoteNoteNote: You F***ers stop irritating me!

Labels: Boring life

~*Vanished away at` ... 2:00 AM

Time is passing so slowly now, but it feels great.
Tired of the time passing so quickly, I've no time to stop, look, and enjoy.
Maybe it will be great if time passes slower then usual.
Because i need time to register these memories and enjoy at the same time.
Haha!

~*Vanished away at` ... 1:53 AM

Suddenly... came across this song, and i kept repeating it already
Haha, so long never listen to this song.

~*Vanished away at` ... 12:47 AM

Hi everyone!! like i said, trying to update more frequently. haha
My heart feels damn light.
A heavy load was lifted of my mind.
Damn shuang.

Yesterday was fine.
Just that lessons started so damn early.
By right, it should be 11, but we had extra lessons at 9. ):
But not bad la, the lessons is to make up the lesson today.
So today, we will end early!
Haha

Now, just slacking, till i feel tired. haha
Nights man!

Labels: A load off my mind

~*Vanished away at` ... 12:32 AM

Hi guys. im trying to update more often, if not someone will force me to :D:D
Haha, today was a fine day.
Woke up at 3 plus, prepared then went down to play ball at 209.
One word - FUN.
Went to eat at 7 plus, chiong-ed home at 8.

Then basically got owned la.
Bathed and chiong-ed cab to e-hub because i tot i was late for the movie at 9
I left home at 9....
THEN.........
When im in the cab, receive call to know that the movie will be at 11.
LOL
Spent $3.40 for nothing
But nvm, i alight and took a bus.
Reached e-hub, and slacked at the bowling alley.

Then MOVIE!!!!
Ice Age: Dawn Of The Dinosaurs.
It was a great great movie for me
Super funny and cute.
Thats why i like to watch cartoon movies.
All so cute and funny
5/5 thumbs up for me :D

Then went bowling
My score is like sux la
Haha dun talk about it.
Mac-ed to slack and then went home
Here am i, waiting for tired-ness to conquer me so i can sleep.
LOL

~*Vanished away at` ... 6:33 AM

Hi everyone!!! Im super super super super happy today.... Went out with that "irritating" girl :D
Went to Tmart to eat Both of us eat the same thing, my favourite - Butter Pork Chop Rice :D Super nice la!!! Initially wanted to add 1 bowl for us each. Then decided to share a bowl. Because i wan to eat lesser Also because i told Kaili something :P

Then saw Gwen and Kelvin who also wanted to have dinner
Sat down and chat
Then suddenly came to a topic that Gwen's very dark now
And ya, darker then me
Started suan-ing her
MAID LOOK-ALIKE!

Headed off to find a place to slack
All the stupid void decks are super duper hot la!!
Not even 15 mins we started sweating liao
Then decided to change place
Finally found one after like 20mins walk? (because we stroll round and round) :x

Sat at the 2nd floor of Tmart
Was rather cooling compared to the stupid void decks
Had conversations, songs, (and without fail will happen when Kaili is there) - Pictures

Slacked till 1040 and went to the bus stop near her house. Short talks there and then went home

And here are some of the photos ( looks like its the first time after so damn long since i post pictures ) :)














































































































































































Note: Ehhh I kept my promise uh? haha
NoteNote: So long since i post pictures hor...
NoteNoteNote: LETS GO OUT AGAN SOON! I HOPE ITS SOON!
NoteNoteNoteNote: Beach......Breeze......Wave.....

Labels: Time With Her Can Never Be Enough

~*Vanished away at` ... 1:42 AM

Hi everyone!!! hahaa here to update again.
Life's so fun this few days.
School was abit dull but it was still acceptable.
Gonna buck up and aim from 2 A's to 3 A's in then end semester test :D
Am i greedy?i guess not huh...

Basketball basketball basketball... as usual. i never stop doing so :D
Because i wanna improve!!!!
Hope i can do so.

Very very happy from ytd start hahahaaa!
Looking forwards to today after school
And hopefully saturday, someone could also be free.
Then we'll go somewhere that person wants to go :D:D

Goodnights guys, have a nice night/day :P

Labels: Looking forward

~*Vanished away at` ... 1:55 AM